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I
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wanted
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a
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life
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that
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made
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sense.
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A
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kitchen
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warm,
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a
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husband
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who
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tried,
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a
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world
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where
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my
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hands
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did
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not
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ache
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from
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worry
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and
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work.
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But
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sense
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is
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a
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stranger
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here.
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The
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world
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deals
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in
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curses,
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in
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secrets,
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in
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things
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you
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cannot
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fix.
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I
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try
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to
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be
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strong.
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I
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try
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to
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be
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clever.
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I
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try
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to
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hold
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my
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family
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together
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like
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it
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is
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something
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solid.
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But
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every
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plan
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feels
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fragile,
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every
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promise
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feels
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like
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it
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could
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snap.
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I
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see
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the
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path
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ahead.
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I
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see
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the
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choices
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waiting
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like
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knives.
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And
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I
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know
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that
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one
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wrong
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move
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could
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take
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everything.
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Not
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just
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the
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curse.
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Not
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just
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the
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family.
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Everything
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I
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thought
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I
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could
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protect,
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gone.
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I
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am
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tired.
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I
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am
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afraid.
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But
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I
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cannot
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stop.
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I
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cannot
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let
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fear
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rule
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the
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Answer
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day,
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the
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hour,
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the
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moment.
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I
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have
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to
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move
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forward,
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even
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if
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it
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costs
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me,
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even
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if
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it
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costs
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him,
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even
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Answer
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if
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it
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costs
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everything.
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Some
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nights
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I
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dream
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of
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a
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life
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where
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I
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do
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not
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have
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to
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fight
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to
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survive,
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Where
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Answer
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the
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world
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does
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not
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weigh
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every
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heartbeat
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against
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a
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debt
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I
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cannot
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pay.
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But
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then
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morning
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comes,
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and
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I
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wake
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Answer
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the
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same
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burden,
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And
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I
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know
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have
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to
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keep
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walking,
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keep
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bargaining,
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keep
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hoping,
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Even
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if
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hope
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is
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a
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dangerous
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thing.
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