Lyrics
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When I pretend everything is what I want it to be
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I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
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When I pretend, I can forget about the criminal I am
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Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can
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But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay
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I'm just (trying to bend the truth)
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I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
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So I'm (lying my way from)
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You (no, no turning back now)
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I want to be pushed aside, so let me go
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(No, no turning back now)
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Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone
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(No, no turning back now)
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Anywhere on my own 'cause I can see
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(No, no turning back now)
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The very worst part of you is me
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I remember what they taught to me
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Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
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Remember listening to all of that and this again
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So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
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And now you think this person really is me
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And I'm (trying to bend the truth)
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But the more I push, the more I'm pulling away
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