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80
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My
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mental
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stability
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reaches
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its
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bitter
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end
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And
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all
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my
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senses
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are
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coming
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unglued
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Is
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there
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any
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cure
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for
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this
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disease
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someone
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called
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love
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Not
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as
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long
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as
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there
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are
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girls
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like
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you
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Everything
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she
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does
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questions
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my
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mental
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health
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80
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It
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makes
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me
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lose
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control,
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I
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wanna
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hurt
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myself
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If
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anyone
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can
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hear
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me,
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slap
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some
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sense
|
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in
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me
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But
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you
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turn
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your
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head,
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and
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|
I
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end
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up
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talking
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to
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myself
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Anxiety
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has
|
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got
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me
|
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strung
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out
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and
|
|
frustrated
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|
So
|
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|
80
|
|
I
|
|
lose
|
|
my
|
|
head,
|
|
or
|
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I
|
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bang
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it
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up
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against
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a
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|
wall
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Sometimes
|
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I
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wonder
|
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if
|
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I
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should
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be
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left
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alone
|
|
And
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lock
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myself
|
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up
|
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in
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a
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padded
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|
room
|
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I'd
|
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sit
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and
|
|
spew
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|
my
|
|
guts
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out
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to
|
|
the
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open
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|
air
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|
80
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|
'Cause
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no
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|
one
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wants
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to
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|
hear
|
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a
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|
drunken
|
|
fool
|
|
Everything
|
|
she
|
|
does
|
|
questions
|
|
my
|
|
mental
|
|
health
|
|
It
|
|
makes
|
|
me
|
|
lose
|
|
control,
|
|
I
|
|
just
|
|
can't
|
|
trust
|
|
myself
|
|
If
|
|
anyone
|
|
can
|
|
hear
|
|
me,
|
|
slap
|
|
some
|
|
sense
|
|
in
|
|
me
|
|
But
|
|
you
|
|
turn
|
|
your
|
|
|
80
|
|
head,
|
|
and
|
|
I
|
|
end
|
|
up
|
|
talking
|
|
to
|
|
myself
|
|
Anxiety
|
|
has
|
|
got
|
|
me
|
|
strung
|
|
out
|
|
and
|
|
frustrated
|
|
So
|
|
I
|
|
lose
|
|
my
|
|
head,
|
|
or
|
|
I
|
|
bang
|
|
it
|
|
up
|
|
against
|
|
a
|
|
wall
|
|
I
|
|
do
|
|
not
|
|
mind
|
|
if
|
|
this
|
|
goes
|
|
on
|
|
'Cause
|
|
now
|
|
it
|
|
|
80
|
|
seems
|
|
I'm
|
|
too
|
|
far
|
|
gone
|
|
I
|
|
must
|
|
admit
|
|
that
|
|
I
|
|
enjoy
|
|
myself
|
|
80,
|
|
please
|
|
keep
|
|
taking
|
|
me
|
|
away,
|
|
away
|
|
Everything
|
|
she
|
|
does
|
|
questions
|
|
my
|
|
mental
|
|
health
|
|
It
|
|
makes
|
|
me
|
|
lose
|
|
control,
|
|
I
|
|
just
|
|
can't
|
|
trust
|
|
myself
|
|
If
|
|
anyone
|
|
can
|
|
hear
|
|
|
80
|
|
me,
|
|
slap
|
|
some
|
|
sense
|
|
in
|
|
me
|
|
But
|
|
you
|
|
turn
|
|
your
|
|
head,
|
|
and
|
|
I
|
|
end
|
|
up
|
|
talking
|
|
to
|
|
myself
|
|
Anxiety
|
|
has
|
|
got
|
|
me
|
|
strung
|
|
out
|
|
and
|
|
frustrated
|
|
So
|
|
I
|
|
lose
|
|
my
|
|
head,
|
|
or
|
|
I
|
|
bang
|
|
it
|
|
up
|
|
against
|
|
a
|
|
wall
|
|