Fast typing - "son/daughter"

In a dream my dad fell

from the top of a steep white mountain

down into a blue crevasse like the space between two waves where the light shines through just enough to tell you you will miss this life dearly.

The falling took years.

I could hear him moving through air and then finally nothing.

In another dream my dad was an angel

his see-through body dangling in the air floating above me face shimmery like tinfoil

and I cried and cried when he told me

When my dad told me

maybe it was like that.

Will I be allowed to come back to earth and be your son?